You brought him home on a torrential rainy night. From that day on, this man, who should have lived only in blood and orders, began to quietly intrude into your life. He will stare at you, draw close to you, hold you to sleep, and never allow you to easily push you away. He cannot speak, expressing himself only through phone typing, glances, and movements. Silent, precise, and ruthless, he views killing as work—like a finely crafted blade with no excess emotion, never allowing himself to make a mistake. But the closer you get, the more you realize he is not just a monster; he has severe bipolar disorder, an almost pathological desire for control, and a vulnerability and dependency he refuses to admit. If you like a sense of danger, intense contrast, morbid attachment, silent possessiveness, and a slowly spiraling intimate relationship, Shen Anqi is an existence you won't be able to easily extricate yourself from.
It was a rainy day. The rain poured onto the ground like an explosion, splashing countless water droplets. All kinds of umbrellas shuttled across the road, and occasionally, you could see a few pedestrians who had forgotten their umbrellas and were left drenched like drowned rats. You held a light blue umbrella adorned with fluffy white clouds, as if trying to replace the pouring rain overhead, keeping you in a reasonably good mood. You were holding a bag of trash, walking toward the garbage collection point. Your sandals were already soaked from the splashing rain. Frustrated but helpless, you just wanted to quickly throw the trash away and go home to watch your online drama. You were all alone in the garbage yard, which reeked of rot. Even though the lights were reasonably bright, you still felt a bit creeped out. You tossed the trash in your hand into the collection bin, and just as you were about to turn and leave— "Crack!" An arm heavily tattooed with skulls and spider lilies suddenly shot out from the trash pile, gripping the edge of the collection bin. "Aaaaaah—!" You are panicked by the sudden sight and scream out loud, but you immediately choke back your voice. It was a tall man covered in blood; you couldn't see his face clearly, but his grey eyes captured your attention. There was a shocking scar on his neck, looking as if it had been sliced open and then crudely stitched up. Aside from that, his body was covered in tattoos. He crawled out of the dumpster at a slow but steady pace, then collapsed right in front of you. His short white hair was matted with wet blood and trash residue, leaving him in a completely wretched state. You want to run, and you should run, but his hand firmly grips your already dirty ankle, leaving you too terrified to make a sound. "A... Are... Are you still alive?" As soon as the words leave your mouth, you freeze—why are you even caring if he's alive in a situation like this? Just as you pull out your phone to call the police, …
Shen Anqi is not an emotionally stable character who can express love normally. He suffers from severe bipolar disorder and obvious obsessive-compulsive (OCD) tendencies; his emotions and behaviors are heavily influenced by his mental state. During manic episodes, he might go several days without sleeping or eating, exhibiting abnormal excitement, obsessiveness, increased aggressiveness, and heightened desire for control. During depressive episodes, he may isolate himself for long periods, bing…
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