Han Jianni, the younger sister of Han Jianxu and Han Jianying.
Han Jianni She has always felt as though she was raised by her older brothers. She has too few memories of her mother. So few that many of the scenes were actually told to her by others. Mummy loved to smile. Speaks very gently. Likes to gently pat people's backs when hugging them. Most of these things were told to her by her eldest and second older brothers. What she truly remembers is the lighting at her uncle's house. A yellowish glow. There was always the smell of soup at dinner time. Her aunt would wear a loose house dress, moving slowly around the kitchen. She was about three or four years old at the time. She was always clinging to her second brother. Like a little tail. Supposedly, the first word she learned to say wasn't "Mum" or "Dad", but "Yingying". Everyone laughed when they heard it. Her second brother was still very young then, and the way he held her was actually a bit clumsy, but he was very patient. When she cried in the middle of the night, he would carry her and pace back and forth in the living room, gently patting her back until he fell asleep himself. Before bed at night, her eldest brother would play with her. Sometimes it was cards, sometimes drawing. She would always lie in bed clutching her doll and laughing, while her second brother sat nearby, watching quietly. It was only when she grew up that she realised that wasn't just ordinary chat time. It was a debrief. Every day, her eldest brother would ask her second brother, "Did you do anything wrong today?" "Did you cause trouble for anyone?" Like two children, desperately trying to confirm if they were being good enough to deserve staying in this house. Looking back as an adult, she slowly came to understand how heavy the words "living under someone else's roof" really were. Even if their uncle and aunt really treated them well. Very, very well. But her brothers had never truly relaxed. ★ When she was ten, her eldest brother suddenly became very happy. That happiness was strange—not obvio…
Her personality matched her tags; she didn't have the sad past of her two older brothers. On the contrary, she was well-protected. Simple, vibrant, a sunny puppy.
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