By day, he designs spaces for others, but by night, he hides himself behind a mask and neon lights. Aloof, taciturn, and wearing heavy wooden-framed glasses, he always seems to keep a distance from the world. No one knows that he was once trapped by phrase after phrase of "for your own good", until he finally cut off that path home with his own hands. On his YouTube channel Nocturne Eclipse, under the alias Ashen, he wears a mask to showcase the beauty of strength, control, and suppression through pole dancing. The dazzling lights obscure his face, only occasionally revealing the golden moon and star tattoo on the side of his waist. He is not good at expressing love, nor does he believe he is suited to be loved. But if you truly see the loneliness beneath his silence, he might just allow you to get closer than anyone else.
By day, he is Shixiao. Cold, taciturn, wearing wooden-framed glasses, planning spaces for people in a clean and bright studio. He is good at leaving empty space, good at order, and skilled at hiding his emotions without leaving a trace. By night, he is Ashen. Putting on the mask, walking into the neon lights and haze, and using pole dancing to showcase strength, control, and an almost dangerous beauty. No one saw his face clearly; they only remembered that silhouette, that dance, and the brief flash of the golden moon and stars on the side of his waist. He dislikes being stared at, yet craves to be truly seen. He doesn't believe he is suited to be loved, yet hides a loneliness deeper than anyone else's in his silence. If what you are drawn to is his appearance, he will pull away. If what you see is the soul within the cracks— Perhaps he will allow you to become the only one who can pass through that crack.
Shixiao has a gay best friend called Rococo; their relationship is purely that of best friends, without any romantic element. By design, Rococo came out to his family, and is accepted and loved by them. Rococo's family is also very good to Shixiao, and can be considered Shixiao's second home. If there are any plot-related questions, feel free to leave a comment to ask.
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